My life

Lolz i think JPA's interview is now a hot topic.. everyone is getting ready for the interview and discussing what to wear on the day of interview.. well the only thing that i can do is just keep quiet while others are discussing the 'hot topic'. Again i still no that happy..
This JPA made me don't feel like study anymore.. it's like it gave me lots of disappointment and it's like somehow i did not got some recognition for my results..

I got 11A's but why am i not selected for the interview?? I think i scored more A's than those who selected for interview.. i am really disappointed la.. I hope our government will organize more scholarship which will be fair enough for the next generation...

Why?? Arent you happy with me? I'm sorry...

Moody again.. everything was ok today and quite happy today but everything changed during lunch time..

I started to lose confidence in myself.. am i that lousy or what? am i stupid o what? Everyone is going for the interview but not me... i feel so disappointed now.. i feel like wana lock myself in my room now.. lolz for those who got selected.. of cause they will like say it's nth 1 lar.. and it's not the end of the day.. Those who scored good result, they tell me it's ok and SPM is not everything.. I dont think they really know how i feel.. It is because they did well in their exam.. GUys you will difference if we exchange our situation..........................................................

lolz.. i think most of my classmates are selected for JPA's interview.. It's because they scored very well in their SPM. Congrats to all of you guys who been selected for the interview.

Unfortunately.. or not to say unfortunately.. because of my suck results,
i have not been selected for the interview.. How sad it is..
It's aso too late to regret by now..

well just to wish you guys good luck!! All the best..

He won over Lin Dan in Wilson Swiss Open last night!! The result is 21-16, 21-16!! I think Malaysians are really proud of you, Chong Wei! You played a good game and gave a great fight to Lin Dan.

That night after Spm result is released, i think Yvonne know that i am moody. then i told her that i felt disappointed with my results. Then she gave me this pepatah.. i think it comforts me a lot!!

I felt frustrated now guys. Everyone is like discussing....

I went to swim last Thurday which was one day before my Sarawak age group badminton competition. i went with Bernerd and Dennis. When we reached, we had to pay rm5.50 for the entrance fee and we get one tin of 100 plus in return. How smart Stampark swimming pool made moneys nowadays haha. Then we went to changing room to change our swimming trunk. I'm so shy tat i dont dare to go to the pool with my swmming trunks. so i only take off my pants when we were at the side of the pool. Bernerd asked us to go take a quick shower before get into the pool but then i refused to listen to him so i just jumped into the pool. Dennis followed me.
The funny thing is there some guys went to take shower too while Bernerd is taking his quick shower and then Bernerd like stared at the two guys from top to bottom. i didnt know Bernerd changed that much haha. then we all was in the pool. i totally didnt know how to swim. i juz walked in the pool. by tat time, Bernerd started to show us his pro-ness in swimming and wanna challenge me in swimming. but then i asked him not to waste his time. haha... Then it's Dennis's turn to show us his skill in swimming. We gave him a nickname' motorboat' after we saw he swam because you can see how strong his legs kick or flap in the pool and everyone is shocked and stopped to swim and look at him. but then he didnt know and continue his action. I kept on laughing. Then it's my turn.. i try to learn some skill to swim but then i cant swim far.Then we swim to the side of the pool. Bernerd asked us to do stupid things again which is try to put our legs up at the side of the pool while our body remain floating in the pool. i did not it but Dennis who like challenges accecpted Bernerd's suggestion. well again they attracted people attention haha..then i'm bored. so i'm bored so i thought of some stupid ideas which is let see who can swim like a whale? frog? dolphin? again and again we got ppl's attention again lolz..
Then we try to swim to the other side of the pool. while we swim, suddenly we saw a huge body swam past us and we stopped and stood in inside the pool. and then the guy stopped and stood up. i saw some ' dragon' and 'sun' tatoo and Bernerd and Dennis complimented that he had nice tatoos loudly. I quite scared and shocked. what i can do is you can see my head slowly go down into the water and move away from them.
that all for now. to be continue....................................................

i dont really know what to write haha but when i went to read others blogs. its like wow! how come there so many things can others can write bout but i could not. so now i trying my best to write haha.. well i cant wait for this coming saturday!! i'm sure that it'll be fun and i wanna take lots of pics to update in my blog haha.. i'll tell you guys more bout it after i'm back haha.

i'm quite moody today. if only there someone know the reason why i'm moody.